Be honest with yourself about your situation. Walking in faith is not walking in denial. Faith causes us to speak those things that are not as though they were. Denial speaks those things that ARE as though they ARE NOT. If you are going to trust God, be honest and trust Him with the whole truth. Give it to Him as is. It’s not like He doesn’t already know anyway
Romans 4:17 (As it is written, I have made thee a father of many nations,) before him whom he believed, even God, who quickeneth the dead, and calleth those things which be not as though they were.